sad and dissapointed..
why like that??
why ALWAYS like that??
casually ask a casual question,also in the end get accused..
does that means next time even casual things also cannot ask??
that means i also don't want be caring for others already??
im totally discouraged man...why always like that???
yes,last time was my fault, but that does not means that i will always be like that,i only casually asked a why, i have never ever ask "WHY WHY WHY"!!!!
i didn't keep asking,i only ask 1 why,and he told me already...
haiz...this thing affected me greatly,although its such a small thing,but it has become a big thing to me already...i have learnt not to trust people anymore, people, i'm sorry, because this few months the things really made me think alot, and also i'm really discouraged by the things YOU have done,im sorry, but i will never trust the people i have once trust...
and to YOU,im sorry if you think that i should never post somethings like this,but im sorry,im still me..this few months the things have forced me into a tight corner,and whenever i wants to talk to YOU,i have to look at YOUR face first..
if i do things that YOU think is not right, i will surely get it terribly..i only ask a small thing but you made it seems like i always did like that,asking people is not a very serious matter,but its a serious matter as how you see it...if you think that i will always be like that,next time just ask your people to not tell me anything la!!!
im sick and tired at looking at your moods... i just feel that i didn't do anything wrong this time round, but i will not be concerned about things that don't concerned me anymore, just like YOU!! i will just be a 'not caring alvin' alright!!
im sorry for this post,but i just have to shout out my feelings here,especially to YOU!!i really treasure our friendship, YOU also know that, and YOU also know that i will do ANYTHING,ANYTHING, to salvage our friendship..but this time round,i'm really hurt...i'm going to give up...i don't want to explain anymore, i don't want to answer to anybody anymore...i don't want to leave church, i don't want to leave god, please don't force me to!!!
i have shouted!!!
why ALWAYS like that??
casually ask a casual question,also in the end get accused..
does that means next time even casual things also cannot ask??
that means i also don't want be caring for others already??
im totally discouraged man...why always like that???
yes,last time was my fault, but that does not means that i will always be like that,i only casually asked a why, i have never ever ask "WHY WHY WHY"!!!!
i didn't keep asking,i only ask 1 why,and he told me already...
haiz...this thing affected me greatly,although its such a small thing,but it has become a big thing to me already...i have learnt not to trust people anymore, people, i'm sorry, because this few months the things really made me think alot, and also i'm really discouraged by the things YOU have done,im sorry, but i will never trust the people i have once trust...
and to YOU,im sorry if you think that i should never post somethings like this,but im sorry,im still me..this few months the things have forced me into a tight corner,and whenever i wants to talk to YOU,i have to look at YOUR face first..
if i do things that YOU think is not right, i will surely get it terribly..i only ask a small thing but you made it seems like i always did like that,asking people is not a very serious matter,but its a serious matter as how you see it...if you think that i will always be like that,next time just ask your people to not tell me anything la!!!
im sick and tired at looking at your moods... i just feel that i didn't do anything wrong this time round, but i will not be concerned about things that don't concerned me anymore, just like YOU!! i will just be a 'not caring alvin' alright!!
im sorry for this post,but i just have to shout out my feelings here,especially to YOU!!i really treasure our friendship, YOU also know that, and YOU also know that i will do ANYTHING,ANYTHING, to salvage our friendship..but this time round,i'm really hurt...i'm going to give up...i don't want to explain anymore, i don't want to answer to anybody anymore...i don't want to leave church, i don't want to leave god, please don't force me to!!!
i have shouted!!!
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10:58 PM
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