giving up??

It totally sucks!!!!
all sucks...
everything...
im starting to hate life...
i dun wan to..
bt im starting to...
can i juz give up....
everything also my fault..
wan go study also wrong?!!
shit!!
talk nicely already..
still say i shout at her!!
where got shit things like dat wan??
im going crazy dyy!!!
ARH!!
realy feels like wanna leave this family..
leave this house..
stay outside..
live my own life...
bt for uu...
i cant do it...
im not sure whether im able to anot....
i wan ur parents have a goood impression of me..
ARH!!!!
who is with me now!!!
NOBODY!!!
im so alone...

bye people...
all the best...