lost in the wilderness???

wilderness....
the feeling of being lost....
i guess im lost in the wilderness already...
i just dont like this kind of feelings,when uu dont even know wat to do to urself..
when everything,everybody around uu seems dark,when uu just feel so alone,so lonely..
there is so much tension around uu,uu dun even trust the voices that keeps echoing around uu,around ur ears..
uu just hope to just simply falls into a dark pit and hides,hide from all the darkness,from all the voices,from all the glaring eyes,from all the feeling of lonliness,from uu urself..
i guess these is what im feeling right now..
being lost somewhere in the wilderness...

ive already apologised,ive done all i could,just so that we could go back to where we were before,but no,no,no....i really dont know what else can i do,just hope that we were like before,where uu would share ur problems with us,and i would share with uu..

i guess im feeling pretty bad these few weeks,no more strength in myself,so much so much have been happening,really feel like giving up sometimes,give up on everything..im really sorry for being so depressed here on my blog,but readers here,if uu are a christian,do keep me in ur prayers yea..i guess im picking myself up slowly,but i do need time y'all know..

hahax,gotta go mope over somethings again...
ciaoz...